I am now convinced I have a stomach ulcer. A spot in my stomach has been burning for the past couple days again. Same spot as before. It's hurts just sitting here. When I'm holding the baby it's even worse because she puts pressure on it and that doesn't feel good at all. Then I keep getting a twinge of pain on the opposite side of my stomach so I may have more than one. This whole thing makes sense because Ulcerative Colitis runs on my moms side of the family. Her mom had it, her sister has it, she has it. I'm not sure about the generations before that, but that's what I know.
I've been super stressed out lately. About work, finding the new job, starting a new job, the baby, the house, money... everything. And to top it all off, I'm lonely. And it's fall. It's my favorite time of year, but something bad always happens to me in the fall. Every year since I turned like 13. >.<
The baby just took a fifteen minute nap. I was hoping for a little more of a reprieve. But no such luck. She has started crawling little bits at a time. She pulled herself up on her carseat to stand the other day. And again yesterday. She'll be six months old tomorrow. She's too young for this crap! I'm not ready for it.
We're going and getting her a high chair today and a bunch of baby food. Babies R Us is having a sale on gerber 2nd foods so I'm excited. I enjoy baby shopping and all that. If she was just a little less hyper and a little more self sufficient I would be happy. She's getting to the point that I can finally leave her on the floor for more than ten minutes without her yelling at me. She was down for about 30 minutes this morning and she was fine. I think it's just because now she is learning and she likes learning. She's a smart baby. She was watching me flip the pages of her baby albums yesterday and started trying to do it herself. :)
I gotta get off of here now due to hurting stomach and too much shit to do today. Adios.
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